Wrote another stupid unorganized mess of words for you..

I held my breath for you, dear
held it in for so long.


traveled miles to hold you.
wanted to hold you for so long.


the closer i get, the further you stand.
listen for my footsteps, i'm almost there.


the sound of my talkative heart, you go running.
you used to like my voice.


this game of hide and seek, no i dont play very well.
i'm new, someone please explain the rules.


no telephone calls,
no emails,
no surprise visits


...


no letters,
and please..
NO texts.


so i listen to the rules, maybe broke one or two.
but what did i have to lose? 




i'll leave now, leave you to your new life
with your plastic friends and your fancy clothes


i swear, when i get to where i'm going, i'll let out the longest breath of air. 




feel you evaporate, dear.
i'm finally here.

The scientific name for the fear of blogging.

My name is danielle and I guess I created a blog? I've been stuck in this slump of doing nothing and not producing any work even worth printing. I've come to terms with such situations of life and I do believe this slump is coming to an end. So I'm celebrating by creating a blog in which hopefully people will read and find interesting. I've been sort of ambiguous about doing this for fear of no one reading it. But I certainly hope something good comes of this.
Last Fall, I meandered to a place called Rochester in New York. I go to Rochester Institute of Technology (R.I.T) and study Fine Art Photography. Things are going, okay.


And with that I will end with this;

Might paint something I might want to hang here someday,
Might write something I might want to say to you someday,
Might do something I'd be proud of someday.
Mark my words, I might be something someday.